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Childhood

You pull me out of my own breath  left me speech less, I could not see any thing clear  as if I was in the dark, When you reach into my chest  and tried to rip my soul apart  in the loneliness of the dark, I could not breathe my chest ached for days. I used to run away from you far away, to the place you cannot see me I feel guilt I feel pain I feel filth I washed my body every day the thought of you reaching out to me creeps me, disgust me I thought you were someone good I still can feel your hand crawling, crawling through my spine to the neck  grasping me from the back I cannot call for help I cannot cry you crushed me you crushed my soul now I cannot sleep the thought of you makes me puke makes my dream a nightmare I see you in them I see you, you, with red eyes, a big hand like claws clenching my chest making me weak my childhood was a bliss until you came.