Confused?

Without knowing me

You make me part of your dream

There was a fire in my heart,so deep

But i was in dark side

Hoping you won't see 

I felt a pinch of guilt to make you know

How i felt it lately, the feeling that grow

The storm reaches into me

And have taken  me away

I wasn't there

I thought i was there

But i was not

Why you have came this late

I think this is fate

Which i haven't believed anyway

For this time i want to close my eyes

And make you lead my way

I didn't knew i lead you all this way and

Leave you there all alone

I thought i was alone but you were there all along

You said you will be happy

Happy only if your dream will come true

I didn't want to took you 

And make you feel, like a autumn leaf

With all those mix feelings 

You said you will wait, for like shooting star

Wait until this fate change, but its making scar

Scar in my heart, so deep

Why after all this, i can't see blue sky 

Am i going blind? or it's just like a fire fly 

We feel this way, I am confused

But you were not, and now i'm caged in you

Is this right?I don't know 

All this boundary is making me feel sick

I can't watch the clock tick 

Is this love or just a trick

Trick,fate is playing with us

With our feelings, deep in my heart

There you go, like a rain drop

I couldn't catch it by my hand

I need something that will hold

But i don't know what is that 

Cause i'm confused...... oh so confused